can this please end?
I'm hungry
but I have no energy to eat
I'm depressed
but I have no more tears left to cry
I'm stressed
but I have no desire to get everything done that is still left to do
I'm lonely
but I'm a million miles away from my Anna and Sarah
I wish I could curl up in a ball and forget that anyone else exists
I wish I could snap my fingers and flash foward to when I don't have school and I have a 'boy'
I wish there was something in my house I feel like eating
right now I'm going to go up to my room, blare my emo music (emery definitely), maybe cry a little, and then I think I'll have the energy to do my homework.
today was a stressful day (and it's not even close to being over with)
it didn't help that I got pissed yesterday because my friend didn't give me my key (long story)
it didn't help that the same friend came over and gave me my key, but we stayed up talking till 2 am and i had to be up at 5:30am
it didn't help that I got a whole 3 and a half hours of sleep last night
it didn't help that someone didn't show up for work this morning
it didn't help that the someone was head guard
it didn't help that I got yelled at for being angry about the situation
it didn't help that I double-booked myself today
it didn't help that it's hard for me to say no
it didn't help that I'm a pushover
it didn't help that I don't know who to make happy
it didn't help that last night I got pictures back from the summer, pictures of me and Sarah
it didn't help that there was no pictures of me and Anna in the 3 rolls of flim developed
okay, enough with the list
by the way, too many people see my myspace, so I'm probably lessening the amount of posts I put on there. they are too personal for the broad array of random people to read.
but I have no energy to eat
I'm depressed
but I have no more tears left to cry
I'm stressed
but I have no desire to get everything done that is still left to do
I'm lonely
but I'm a million miles away from my Anna and Sarah
I wish I could curl up in a ball and forget that anyone else exists
I wish I could snap my fingers and flash foward to when I don't have school and I have a 'boy'
I wish there was something in my house I feel like eating
right now I'm going to go up to my room, blare my emo music (emery definitely), maybe cry a little, and then I think I'll have the energy to do my homework.
today was a stressful day (and it's not even close to being over with)
it didn't help that I got pissed yesterday because my friend didn't give me my key (long story)
it didn't help that the same friend came over and gave me my key, but we stayed up talking till 2 am and i had to be up at 5:30am
it didn't help that I got a whole 3 and a half hours of sleep last night
it didn't help that someone didn't show up for work this morning
it didn't help that the someone was head guard
it didn't help that I got yelled at for being angry about the situation
it didn't help that I double-booked myself today
it didn't help that it's hard for me to say no
it didn't help that I'm a pushover
it didn't help that I don't know who to make happy
it didn't help that last night I got pictures back from the summer, pictures of me and Sarah
it didn't help that there was no pictures of me and Anna in the 3 rolls of flim developed
okay, enough with the list
by the way, too many people see my myspace, so I'm probably lessening the amount of posts I put on there. they are too personal for the broad array of random people to read.
posted by Nikki | 12:33 PM
2 Comments:
Nnnoooo.... don't stop blogging
It's never too personal, as long as you don't put your address online ;)
So I miss you too. Tons. But it's not forever, just keep that in mind!! And yeah... what's up with no photos of us. Hmmm... When I come for a visit (soon?), we'll have to do an official photoshoot with Handsome Rob or Laura.
Love ya lots... Hang in there.
oh, no worries, I'm just gonna stop blogging on myspace. I'll continue on blogspot, because not many people know about it (at least that I know of!)
and yes, official photoshoot...it's a date!
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