on missing people.....and love

people come and go
usually there are good reasons for that
so why be depressed about it?
I guess I've gotten over it for the most part
Until I see them,
or hear them,
or be reminded of what they meant to me

am I ready for the marathon wedding day?
The day full of love and romance?
The day full of heartache and bad memories?
I haven't enjoyed a wedding since my parents got divorced
I dread each one
so here I go
smile
be happy
try not to show the pain inside
because it's Mandy's day
and Hillary's day
I'm gonna be happy for them
and slide into the background