i realized today
that I am extremely
dwarfed by kids in the
youth group

their passion for Jesus
surpasses my own
their courage
surpasses my own

someone i had not met
came up to me
and asked for prayer
cause he "wants to see Jesus
do crazy things"
courage and passion
two things that i lack right now

but instead of feeling insecure
it makes me excited
for what they are excited
they have it, i need it