crazy shit

What do you say when your sister tells you that her ex boyfriend who has also been in contact with you tells you that he has been reading all her e-mails, looking at all her instant messages, and basically being a freaking creepy stalker? Do you tell her that you'll pray for her when she'll just roll her eyes? do you agree with her that he's a sicko? do you delete him from your list of friends on myspace? do you send him a message telling him to never contact you again? do you hug your sister through the phone?

I love my sister. I want to just hug her and hold her right now. Even though I'm her younger sister. Even though she's hurt me before.

Which reminds me...I should probably forgive her. It's been long enough. I've kept the bitterness for too long. I need to let it go and forgive her.

I'm visiting her in january. We'll hang out for a week and then it's back to washington. I have a feeling that I will be sad to come home. Hanging out with Anna for 3 weeks and then my sister for one week will be too much fun. I'll be going through travel withdrawls when I come back.

I love my sister. I just want to make that clear. I love her and I always will. Her and I will always be so different, but I still love her.

okay, no more sappiness. must watch "the two towers"