thoughts on being emo

I miss being emo
I like that style
I miss going to seattle and seeing shows
is that part of me over with?
I don't want to resurrect emo Nikki if I'm just trying to relive my past
that seems a little imature of me
but at the same time, I miss it so much!
I miss the style
I miss seattle and shows
I miss the group of friends that I was emo with
I miss people making fun of me cause they thought I was emo
I miss pretending to be annoyed when people called me emo
when in reality I loved it because people actually thought I was emo
I don't flow well with that whole crowd though
I'm not overly depressed
I don't write sappy emo songs anymore
I don't have the friends that I did when I was emo
Me and Sarah used to have fun dressing emo
I'm no longer friends with Adam, who I still call my brother, but I'm sure he thinks nothing of me anymore
I don't hang out with Harrison and Reuben

just a thought:
are there any "emo" kids older than adolescents who have truly found their identity?
are there any "emo" kids who aren't depressed?
are there any "emo" kids who are emotionally stable?

Maybe that's why I stopped being emo. I found who I was, I let God take my depression....I don't know about the emotionally stable thing....I've never been one to have my emotions in control!

so there you have it....I still miss being emo though