sapping my energy

All my energy is put into
.....keeping my sanity
.....not bursting into tears
.....not allowing the little things to blow my top
.....passing classes
.....keeping promises

It keeps adding up. Family, school, work. One thing after another. I know it's getting bad when the little things piss me off. Make me want to cry. Or I feel like screaming at everyone and no one.

My challenge to myself: be the most confident person I can be. Even if I have to fake it. My boss (who is like a dad to me) was challenging me in my coaching skills. I am sometimes nervous about coaching the adults. So he gave me a piece of paper that he had written: I CAN DO IT! And he told me to look at it every time I felt like I couldn't.

I CAN DO IT.
I WILL GET THROUGH THIS.
I WILL BE BETTER AFTER.

Look up. Lock eyes. Stand tall. The power of imagination. If I think and act confidently, it will be. That is my philosophy.