great...a sunny day is of no use to a depressed Nikki

It's easy to tell someone else to get over it
(whatever "it" may be)
but to actually do it yourself is a different thing

being depressed blows (or does it suck?)
I'm even depressed that I'm depressed when it's sunny out
meh
and I'm depressed that I have a million things to do
as far as school goes
2 tests
one french paper
and I guess that's all, but they are big tests, and a big paper
meh
am I going to prayer?
I dunno
I'd rather stay home and do homework
and stay depressed
it's all a catch 22
you're depressed
then you are too complacent to get out of it
so you get more depressed
which makes you more complacent
meh