missing "the old days"

I'm looking back on my college days...which only ended a month ago...and it makes me miss it so much. Maybe I don't do well with change like I thought I did. Maybe I like the thought of it, but not when the thought becomes action. I'm in that in between place where I don't know where I'm going to be in a month. I don't know where I'm going to be in 6 months. It would be great if I would just figure it out. I need that sought after first full time adult job. I'm looking, searching, waiting. I've decided something though: I want to be in the professional world. I want to get into a company I love and then work my way up and in the meantime, get my BA in business. I want to be a professional. At least for now. It sounds exciting and challenging to me, and that's EXACTLY what I need right now! I've done counseling and helping and teaching all my life. I want a change!