*EFF* IT ALL!

So I'm pretty much annoyed and pissed. I really don't want to go to New York tomorrow. It's one of the last weeks of summer. I want to spend it with my friends, livin it up before school! I'm sure I'll have a blast in NYC but right now, I'm so not feeling it. Plus I was gonna have a hella fun day kickin it in seattle with friends but no.....one of the kids parent's had to be poops about it. Whatev. I guess I can't really do anything about it.

What'll happen is that I'll come back and be like "oh my gosh, why was i not excited about this trip, it was sooooo much fun!" But right now.....yeah.

New York City, here I come. Be prepared!!! I AM THE E-F-F-I-N-G E-S-S!!!!! (totally inside joke)

See you all in a week. Don't have too much fun without me and don't cause too much trouble. CAUSE I WANNA DO THAT TOO!!!

Niks

ugh....I'm in the crying mood. But not because I'm sad. I don't really know why. I put up pictures on my wall of all my friends. And in the middle of all the pictures is this poster that says:

"We break stereotypes
We challenge status quo
We enact change
We seek God
We live life
We impact the world
I break stereotypes
I challenge status quo
I enact change
I seek God
I live life
I impact the world"

To know that all my friends in the pictures do all that makes me want to cry. Sarah, Joelle, Linzi, Macaiah, Heidi, Adam, Nate, Harrison, Hannah, Reuben, Anna. The only reason some of you aren't on that list is because I don't have pictures of you! (btw, I need a picture of you Jessica and Drew! I'll get one somehow....I need to bring my camera to work sometime)
I don't think I have one friend that goes with the flow. I don't think I have one friend that fits a stereotype. I don't think I have one friend that doesn't live life to its fullest. I don't think I have one friend that doesn't seek some kind of God in their life. You are all outstanding people. I'm priveledged to be called your friend.

Friend of great friends,
Nikki

Gavin DeGraw in one word: A-MAZING

You need a friend
I'll be around
Don't let this end
Before I see you again
What can I say to convince you
To change your mind of me?
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone
Look in my eyes, what do you see?
Not just the color
Look inside of me
Tell me all you need and I will try
I will try
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone
Free for you, whenever you need
We'll be free together, baby
Free together, baby
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
and when I kiss your soul, you body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to love you more than anyone
~Gavin DeGraw