I LOVE PLU!!!!!

Wow. PLU is great! I've met so many new people and re-met so many old people. Kelsie and Emily S have offered me a bed any night I wanna stay there. Emily D remembered me. I didn't think she did for some reason. I am almost always proven wrong when I think that. She's in my French class, which should be great! yay for a french speaking friend! Katherine is in my religion class and she came the ignite party tonight. Now I know someone in my religion class that is a christian and I can relate with. I'm starting to break out of my shell more and more and it's great. I love it. I'm speaking up in class, I'm meeting people I didn't know before, and I feel comfortable doing it! I feel so free. And I'm getting my homework done! and I'm feeling optimistic about the papers and projects I have to get done. It's all coming together.

now on a sad note. The guy I like is avoiding me. During the summer we hung out ALL the time. Then once August came around, he stopped calling me, stopped returning my phone calls, wasn't excited when I came around, etc. Now he doesn't even look at me during social gatherings. He barely speaks to me when I see him between classes. He doesn't even LOOK at me barely! It's not that I thought he liked me and now he doesn't. It's that I thought we were friends and now it doesn't seem like we are. It's very sad. but I haven't had a chance to talk to him about it, and I probably won't for a while, because of our busy schedules. Maybe I'll call him or....ooh yeah, I'll e-mail him. muahaha. Maybe that'll work. okay, that sounds kind of bad. It sounds like I'm trying to trap him. But I'm really not, I just want to know what's going on. If he's gonna be my friend, I want to know. I'm not interested in dating him right now because i have too much on my plate and he has too much on his plate. i just want to be his friend, but he's making it hard to do that.

enough venting.

and scene.